I have been dealing with some hard decisions in the past two weeks related to my little business. I had to make the decision of closing it down after months of figthing and trying everything we could thought of to make it work (after 5 years running it). But we couldn't, I couldn't find a magic wand to change this ending.
In all this confusion and hard decision I went to bed expecting an idea came up. I had so much pressure I had a dream at night. It was so disturbing that it woke me up and stood me up for a while. My heart was beating very fast and I felt the same anxiety and distress as in the dream.
It was too early in the morning to wake me up and start off my day so I decided to try and get some more sleep.I closed eyes and, as every time I need to fall asleep, I thought of something nice or that would relax me.
I didn't expect it. I was about to fall asleep, I was trying hard to keep the negative thoughts away, when one thought poped up and I was deeply asleep.
Just an angelical green face would do the miracle to relax me in such situation: me at the end of Life of The Party episode, looking after Lorne while he was sleeping...
So after all Lorne (Andy) saved my day and most of the week. It wasn't the first time, though.
This is just one of the reasons why I stand here, I do this, I believe that despite my crazy thoughts this virtual book of memories and honest reflection of beloved and missed Andy is meant to be. It's all worth the efforts and time.
I bet you are with me in this boat, aren't you?.
He was so special and unique, it has to be shared, told and known by everyone. Your contribution is key to make this page complete. Contact me